I stared at him and he stared back at me. The sexual need was evident. I locked the door and slowly made my way
toward Joel. He smiled at me but was backing away like I was a predator heading
towards its prey.
Joel: “No
Bella, we both know we aren’t quiet, especially you! We can hold out for a couple of days...”
Me: “You
are really going to make me beg? Joel we
both need this right now....look you are rock hard!”
Joel: “Isabella
I am going to exhibit some self control here.
I want you as much as you want me, but I also don’t want to give your
mom another reason to dislike me. We can
hold off for a day or two...baby I love you, but I don’t want to give your mom
more ammunition against me.”
I sighed, knowing he was right. But I really wanted to blow off some
steam. I was never happier that we had
our own shower. I dragged him by his
hand and dragged him into the shower. We
could at least shower together.... a cold one.
He was laughing as we got into the bathroom and I stripped away his
clothes, and he stripped away mine. We
got into the shower and it was COLD! We both
gasped but welcomed the cold water. Joel
leaned down and pressed his forehead to me as we let the cool water roll down
our bodies. His dog tags were hanging
and gently bumping against my chest. I
think I knew in that moment exactly what I wanted to do.
We turned on some hot water and washed our bodies
down. We stepped out and grabbed some
towels and dried ourselves off. We
walked back into the bedroom and grabbed some comfortable clothes out of our
bags and changed. We flopped down on the
bed and I snuggled into him. He was
rubbing his finger tips up and down my spine and I had my head on his
chest. We sat in silence, and it wasn’t
an uncomfortable one. We were just being...being together.
****************************************************
The next morning I awoke being spooned by my very hard
boyfriend. I wiggled against him and he
smiled and shook his head. I giggled
like a school girl but I knew we had to get up.
I was going for round two against my mom, and I had to get Joel out of
the line of fire. I slid out of bed and
looked through my bag for a light dress.
I found my strapless floral and my strapless bra and some panties and
started to get changed. Joel was
watching through sleepy eyes and growled as soon as I was standing naked in our
bedroom. I looked over my shoulder and smiled
at him.
Me: “You
better get up mister. I am going for round two against my mom and I would like
for you to be out of the line of fire.”
Joel: “I am
not turning tail and running. We will
face her together. I don’t care what
Duane wants. We need a united front
right now.”
I had put on my bra and pulled on my dress when he had
finished talking. I turned and walked
over and kissed him softly. This is even
more of a reason that I want to be with him, Craig took off with Duane when he
had the chance, Joel was going to stay and fight. He was a fine sight lying in bed with just
his boxers, dog tags, and oh those tattoos........*DROOL*
We heard a knock at the door and I went over and opened it. I excused myself to the bathroom; Joel got up
out of bed and greeted Duane.
Duane: “Dude!
Are you ready to get out of here?”
Joel: “I
appreciate the offer, but I am going to stay here. I am going to stay with Bella. We need to be united right now, and I am not
the type of guy to turn tail and run.”
Duane: “Are
you sure? She’s (mom) not in the best of
moods.”
Joel: “Yea I
am sure, I need to stay here and figure out how to get your mom on my
side. But I appreciate it man. We need to stay together, going with you will
just give her more of a reason to not like me, and I don’t want that. I love your sister, and I want to one day
marry her, have our own family...”
Duane: “Look
you don’t need to sell yourself to me. I
like you a hell of a lot more than I ever liked Craig. But you need to know, (his voice dropped to a whisper), Isabella is very influenced by
Monroe. He’s the one you need on your
side. It’s not my mother, or our family,
it has been and always will be Monroe. If you can get Monroe, you can get my
mom”
Joel: “Thanks
Duane, I will conquer that quest when we get home.”
He shook Duane’s hand and walked him out of the room just
as I exited the bathroom. I cocked an
eyebrow at him and he laughed.
Joel: “You
heard it all didn’t you?”
Me: “I am
not deaf, despite what my brother thinks. His voice carries even when he’s
whispering. And yes, Monroe is an
important person in my life but he will not influence me this time. He has already stated his opinion on this.”
I walked towards my bag and sprayed some perfume on me and
grabbed my wallet. I grabbed my ring out
of the wallet and slipped it on. Joel
was getting dressed and turned around and saw me slide my ring on. He smiled and walked over and hugged me. It was time to put my mom in her place.
It was over night that I came to the realization of how
much of a safety net I’ve had put around me.
Between my mom and Monroe, I have never been allowed to fail without the
comfort of them catching me. Monroe
saved me by giving me his loft when I had nowhere to go. My mom has sheltered me from heartache by trying
to drive a wedge between me and anyone who came into my life just so I wouldn’t
have to go through what she did being a single parent. I decided right then that it was time to cut
the cord. I needed to make a decision
for me and me alone. It was my life, and
I needed to start living by my standards and no one else’s.
I grabbed my bag and stuffed all my stuff into it. Joel was staring at me and then quickly did
the same. I grabbed my bag silently and
he took his and then mine from my hands.
We walked downstairs and I motioned for him to put the bags by the
door. We walked into the kitchen where
my mom was sitting at the table with her coffee. I didn’t even sit down I stood there holding
Joel’s hand....
Me: “I
know you wanted to talk, but I am done talking about it. I don’t want to debate this to death
anymore. I know you only want what is
best for me. But I can’t live my life
according to what you think is best. I
have come to the realization that you and Monroe have done your best to shelter
me, but it’s time for me to live......I love Joel, and yes it is fast, but
sometimes you just need to jump in head first.
Live and learn.”
I looked up at Joel and he smiled down at me and squeezed
my hand.
Me: “I am
moving to California.”
YAY!!!!! Good for her!
ReplyDeleteAwesome! I was hoping she would!
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