Monday 17 November 2014

Gotcha...


Monroe and I looked at each other confused. When I turned back to look at Joel his brow was furrowed and he asked “You are Anna right?!”  I shook my head and bit my lower lip. Monroe gripped my shoulder and turned to leave and find the doctor.

“How much do you remember Joel?” I asked.

“Well I was in Afghanistan and ...” he replied

“No, anything beyond that?  Like what year is it?”  I asked again...

He looked at me like I was asking him if he had just walked across the moon.  Then all of a sudden his demeanour changed and he a huge smile broke out across his face as he yelled “GOTCHA”.  I slapped his arm and was crying and laughing at the same time. 

“You’re an asshole!!  I seriously thought something was wrong!!!!”

“Hey don’t abuse the patient! They will call security for stuff like that...” he was holding his arms up to protect himself.

“They will need a coroner when I am done with you!! Do you know how much you scared me?!”

Joel continued to laugh and then stretched his arms behind his head “Baby I am fine, it is a broken leg and some rehab.  I have been through worse, but this doesn’t change anything. I still want us to be together.  So the move will have to happen pretty quickly because I can’t get around on my own just yet...”

“Baby about that...there is so much paper work we have to do, we haven’t even filled in any forms, we only have so long to get married...I ...”

“Isabella, I already started some of the paperwork.  I’ve retained an immigration lawyer; I know what we need to do.  All I need for you to do is be ready to go.  Are you ready to go?”

I realized then that I wasn’t ready to go and shook my head. Joel sat there staring at me with bewilderment in his eyes.  It was almost like I had told him I wanted to break up. 

“What happened? What changed?   You were ready to go a week ago...”

“Joel I want us to be together, I really do.  And I will come home with you and be there for you for your entire rehab.  I am just not ready to uproot my life permanently.  We can play house for a few months or whatever it is, and see how it goes.  We get to see if we are fully compatible living together before we actually live together.”

Before he could answer Monroe walked in with the good doctor.  He wanted to examine Joel and asked us to step outside.  Monroe asked if Joel had remembered and I told Monroe about his practical joke.   Monroe smirked and said “Well he is messing with us now...pay back is going to be a bitch!”  I giggled at his statement because I knew Monroe was not going to drop that.  The doctor came out and was trying to explain why Joel may have had spontaneous amnesia to which we both apologized and explained that Joel was playing a practical joke on me.  The doctor smiled and walked away shaking his head. 

We walked back to the waiting area and found Duane and Trevor asleep on the couch.  I felt bad that I had kind of ditched both of them, but was happy that we were together. Monroe started tapping around on his phone and he booked us into a Hilton that was close by.  I leaned over and gently shook the guys awake and told them we were going to a hotel.  Monroe offered to drive over, to which Duane sleepily agreed to.  I excused myself and went to Joel’s room and told him we would be back in the morning.  “Please don’t go, can you stay with me?  I can shift over and you can sleep in the bed with me...” He went to move and winced in pain.   “Joel I will stay, but I will sleep in the chair here.  But I need to get some caffeine so I will be back.”  I kissed his forehead and then again softly on the lips and walked out of the room.

I went back to the waiting area and told the guys I was staying but I needed to find some caffeine, so I told them to go ahead and just bring me some clothes tomorrow.  I hugged all three of them and went in search of a coffee machine.  I sought out someone in scrubs and asked where I could get a coffee, to which the person directed me towards a bank of vending machines.  I got myself a horrible machine coffee and a bag of chips and headed back to Joel.  When I got back he was semi awake, my guess fighting whatever they had given him to sleep.  I sat in the chair next to him, putting my items on the bedside table, and grabbed his hand gently.  He smiled and gripped my hand “We have a lot we have to talk about...”  I shook my head “Not tonight.  Get some rest.  We can talk tomorrow.”

The next morning I woke up to the sound of laughter, and when my eyes opened there were my guys all standing around Joel.  The three of them seemed to be enjoying some Starbucks; I stretched and sat up in search of my caffeine.  Monroe handed me a London Fog and winked; not even breaking stride from the conversation.  I took a long sip of my drink and gazed around.  I knew Joel and I had a lot to talk about, as I watched them all laugh and joke with each other I was hit with a wave of sadness.  This is what I would miss...my little family.

Saturday 8 November 2014

Coming out of Anesthesia...


I went towards the doctor as the boys looked up and then stood up.  The doctor walked us over to the corner and spoke in a whisper as to make sure only we heard.

Dr.: “I am Doctor Johnston.  I was the attending in the case for Mr. Billingsly.  He was in that big accident on the highway as you know and his left leg was broken and he has a few broken ribs on his left side, and he’s a little banged up.  He looks much worse than he is.  We had to use some pins to put his femur back together.  It looks like he may have had a previous injury there.  He is doing just fine and with some rehab should be back up and walking.”

Me: “Can we or I see him??”

Dr.: “Of course, he is still coming out of anaesthesia so maybe in about an hour or so.  I must excuse myself as I have other patients to attend to.”

I nodded as he walked way.  I was happy that was all Joel had suffered as it could’ve been so much worse.  We had stopped watching the news so we don’t know entirely what happened or why his left side was injured. 

M: “Thank goodness!  He will be ok.  He made it through the war; he can make it through this.”

I nodded in agreement, but I knew what Joel had told me that his last girlfriend had left him while he was injured, so I had to wonder how much of this was playing on his mind.  Duane went to go get some more caffeine while Monroe and I waited.  Ever notice when you’re waiting an hour seems like forever??

Duane came back with empty handed, noting that nothing was open but as soon as we knew where Joel was he was going to go find an open coffee shop somewhere.  Just as he sat down a nurse walked in and asked if we were here for Joel and escorted him to his room.  I was walking quickly behind her while Monroe and Duane trailed behind; I think Duane was checking out the nurse more than just walking behind me.  We approached room 312 and she gestured for us to go in. I all of a sudden froze in my spot, almost stealing myself for the worst.  I took a deep breath and Monroe took my hand and led me inside.  There was my handsome man lying in an ugly hospital gown, he was banged up, but seemed to be sleeping.  I walked slowly towards him and sat down in the chair next to the bed and slowly grabbed his hand.

Me: “Baby? Are you awake?”

Monroe was standing behind me with his hands on my shoulders and Duane stood back from the bed. I think he was having residual feelings of being that patient in the bed.  Joel slowly started to stir and his eyes slightly opened before a tired grin spread across his face and then he closed his eyes again.

Joel: “I thought I was dreaming when I heard your voice.”

Me: “You don’t remember what happened baby?”

Joel: “No”

Me: “You were in a car accident on your way to see me”

Joel: “An accident?”

Me: “yes Joel”

Joel’s brow furrowed at the fact that he was told he was in an accident.  I started to wonder if he had more injuries than what they originally thought.  Maybe he wacked his head or the impact did something to his brain.  But the doctor never told me that he had any trauma to his brain.  I looked up confused at Monroe, not sure what to say next.

Monroe: “Joel where do you think you are right now buddy?  And who do you think you are talking to?”

Joel sighed and took a deep painful breath; he gripped my hand tightly while doing so.  He opened his eyes slightly, and a little more confusion spread across his face...

Joel: “I am back from Afghanistan and in a rehab hospital!  And while I don’t know exactly who you are sir, this is my girlfriend” A smile spread across my face when he said that.  “Her name is Anna...right?”




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